The burden I bear

It’s only a few more,

But it’s starting to get really hardcore,

Balancing the bits and pieces that gets in my way,

I’m not going to ask because I know what you will say,

Life is tough that’s how it is,

And don’t you worry you’ll get through even this,

I know my friend I know,

And like you I will learn and I will grow,

And I know that by some I am admired,

I’m just getting really really tired,

I take a step

I take a step,
In my head there is a mystery,
But I try my best,
I take a step,

It is so hard to see,
Where my efforts are taking me,
But I try my best,
I take a step,

I fight to get through,
And start anew,
Suddenly everything feels so untrue,
But I try my best,
I take a step,

I lost my sight and I am blind,
Trying to leave the pain behind,
My thoughts and feelings were suddenly declined,
I wish it all to be more defined,
But I try my best,
I take a step,

Something inside of me is awake,
No longer hidden or fake,
Putting everything I am at the highest stake,
There is only one path I can take,
And this is a step I have to make,
I try my best
I take a step,

Dance my puppet, why won't you dance?

Sometimes it's just hard to pick yourself up when you're down

No mystery

I am no mystery,

I am clear,

Maybe you are looking at your own reflection,

Or maybe you are trying to see perfection,

But I am no mystery,

I am clear,

If you care enough to see,

Look into my eyes and tell me,

I am no mystery,

I am clear,

Emotion of the fall

When the cold is creeping up the wall,
And the spirits of darkness surrounds us,
I close my eyes and breath,
As I reach out in pain I see,
There are those who never leave me,
No matter where I run,
No matter how I try to hide,
They follow me silently,
Never pushing me aside,
Flowing warm and full of life,
A feeling of happiness emerge,
Spreading inside my broken essence,
Giving me hope and peace,

Sometimes I wish I could follow my heart more

I would not be here,

If I would have followed my heart from the start,

I would not have faced the things I have faced,

Walked the paths that I've walked,

And seen the things I have seen,

Am I grateful?

Perhaps,

Do I regret it?

Perhaps,

All I know is that while I am here,

My heart wish it was somewhere,

All the way,
Over there,

Shadows

Sometimes I can't help but feeling so small and so alone.

As the dust from the struggle clears and covers the ground a new path is born,

Into the mist in leads with promises of a better way and another life,

Exhausted and broken I stand with only my own life hidden in my hands,

Tempted I look into the distance where the road leads,

Lifting my precious fragile life close to my heart I whisper to the wind,

I do not dare,

Still my feet start to wander onto the misty road,

Shaking with fear I see myself taking a path I never thought I would take,